Sunday, April 19, 2009

K'eye'd in

My eyes are f***ed. Bad. The amount of time I spend in front of my TV screen and my monitor is really surpassing the recommended limits. Not only that, it seems that I'll be giving the CET exam completely unprepared because other than heaps of screen-time there's also tonnes of sleep-time. It's all my life is about now. Yeah, I draw a little, go out for a bit but otherwise I'm pretty much jobless. I know I should do something creative with my time, in fact, I want to but the stupid exam is standing in my way: arms crossed and wriggling its shaggy eyebrows at me. God, please.
So only after the ordeal is over can I start with something. Dance classes? Art? Film? NIIT?
I'm not the kind of person who regrets something but I'm thinking I should have given the NIFT entrance exam. Plus, I desperately need a careen counseling session. Engineering is like a mountain which I'll take upon myself and be crushed to death by the end of those four years. What a waste of a life.
Actually my main problem is my greatest sin: Sloth. I thought it was Wrath, but now I'm sure its Sloth. Brains I have. Ability I have. Patience? No. Energy? No way. Do I even care? Nope. See my problem? And I've been so addicted to Anime.
The new season of Fullmetal Alchemist is airing on Animax. Plus I watch Tears to Tiara, God Save our king, xxxHolic. I finished watching Tsubasa Chronicles and even finished reading the manga so far. I know. I'm nuts. I just want this stupid study thing to end.
Sigh. Such is life then.

1 comment:

  1. I guess you must study now for CET..it's actually amusing to know that a young woman like you is watching animation and cartoons!

    ...And all the best for CET!

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